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 Hey Mike, Loved the blog, love the colour, one of my favorites
 
 I think you should get the Jesus symbol tattoo....you know the fish, of course you know, you're Luthern, I too am Lutheran, anyways, I think it would suit you...the tatto that is...LOL  take care.
Aug. 12
May 06

I'm Back on my Blog :)

Hey hey!

So, it's been awhile since I've written anything on my blog- and awhile since it wasn't anything depressing or revolving around that certain someone who stumbled into my life you-know-when. I'm just going to throw this out there right now, but since last summer I've lead a somewhat boring existance- but it's all good. I passed my first year of university, I moved into an apartment in Humboldt, and I'm still working at Extra Foods as a Produce Clerk. One thing I miss is getting hugs- those were alway nice. Tonight, as I write in my currently sleep-deprived state, I am going to discuss an ideal that I came up with today:

Live without shame or fear, for in the end it will only amount to regret if you do.

If you had read my New Year's post about my resolution- not holding back as much, being more straight-forward and open, etc.- you can kind of get a glimpse of what I mean. I've come to the conclusion that it is better to act than to not act at all, which in turn would lead to you not knowing the outcome of your decision. As the movie "Yes Man", starring Jim Carrey, shows you can open an entire world of possibilities by just allowing yourself to "go with the flow" of the world- within reason of course. If your plan fails, don't give up and don't land yourself in a rut- there are approximately 6 billion other people living on this planet, hundreds of miles of land to cover; places to be and people to see. Do not submit yourself to the idea that "this is all that life is going to be for me". If you do that, you're only limiting yourself and you pretty much surrender any possibilities that may await you elsewhere. You only get one shot at life, so make the best of it while you can. Don't spend your days waiting for a material opportunity to open up for you (ie. "I can't wait until I'm 19, then I can get into the bar"), that time will come- and when it does, you'll wish you had done more in your youth- I'm at that point right now, too many times I held back from opening myself up to the world, and I regret every minute of it.

With that said, I leave you with one of my favourite 'chuuunes. I've probably already posted it on another entry, but it's an awesome song and it gets the message across better than I can.

Peace, love, and Anarchy.

-Mike.

Sublime - What I Got
 
Early in the morning, risin' to the street
Light me up that cigarette and I strap shoes on my feet
Got to find a reason, a reason things went wrong
Got to find a reason why my money's all gone
I got a dalmation, and I can still get high
I can play the guitar like a mother fucking riot

Well, life is (too short), so love the one you got
'Cause you might get runover or you might get shot

never start no static just get it off my chest Never had to battle with no bulletproof vest

Take a small example, take a tip from me
Take all of your money, give it all to charity
Love is what I got
It's within my reach
And the Sublime style's still straight from Long Beach
It all comes back to you, you'll finally get what you deserve
Try and test that you're bound to get served
Love's what I got
Don't start a riot
You'll feel it when the dance gets hot

Lovin', is what I got, I said remember that
Lovin', is what I got, I said remember that
Lovin', is what I got, I said remember that
Lovin', is what I got

(That's) why I don't cry when my dog runs away
I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay
I don't get angry when my Mom smokes pot
Hits the bottle and goes right to the rock
Fuckin' and fightin', it's all the same
Livin' with Louie dog's the only way to stay sane
Let the lovin', let the lovin' come back to me

Lovin', is what I got, I said remember that
Lovin', is what I got, I said remember that
Lovin', is what I got, I said remember that
Lovin', is what I got, I got I got I got
 
 



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Random is NOT a cheese-grater. Random is a guy dressed as Margaret Thatcher proclaiming he can grant you salvation through the powers of the cheese-grater, all the while slipping it to a platypus. Point taken?
February 10

There is no point...

...

Why do I bother writing my thoughts anymore? It's not like anyone actually pays attention to this shit anyways. For the rare few that do, thank you- it means a lot.

So, what am I going to rant about? Myself- the mockery of humanity.

I wake up every day feeling like absolute shit. There's nothing new for the next day; it seems to just follow the same pattern: wake up, go to work/school, come home (res), sit in my room, sleep, repeat. I feel shut-out from the world 24/7. I don't fit in with anyone- well, I shouldn't say that. I've got, once again the rare few, who give a damn and who I can relate to. Aside from the socialization I receive from them, my life is lonely; I thought moving out would change all that, but it didn't. Somehow, it seems to have intensified. I can't get over Skye, no matter how f*cking hard I try, so there's just one more stumbling-block I have to deal with day in and day out. Life has lost its lustre (like it had any in the first place). I just don't feel like doing anything anymore- I feel like a rat in a cage, abandoned by its owner. I just want to get out, leave everything behind and explore- but I'm tied down by the drudgery which we call life: school, work, responsibilities, family, expectations. I'm sick of myself. I'm sick of the sound of my own voice. I'm sick of the way I act. I'm sick of the way I look. I'm sick of everything that entails me, everything that is who I am. I don't want anything of this world anymore. I don't want your corporations that sell beauty, while shutting out the sh!t like me. I don't want your fashions, I don't want your politics, I don't want your cliques, I don't want your anything. I just want... to be free. From everything.

What hurts the most is knowing the person you love the most in the entire world hates you in return, and there's nothing that will ever change that. Equally, it hurts knowing that I can't get her out of my head. Once again, simultaneously, it hurts knowing that even if I did get over her there'd be no one waiting for me afterwards.

I guess I'll just live my life out being the "just in case"- waiting behind a glass-pane, waiting to be used in case of an emergency.

I just wanted to be happy again. I guess it wasn't meant to be.

There's so much I want to say... but I just can't put it into writing. I feel so empty. Just waiting for my ticket to be punched, I guess. So, this is the miracle of life. So f*cking wonderous.

...
February 06

What is needed to ensure Extra Foods remains a positive work environment?

Ahoy!

6 o'clock this morning I peeled myself out of bed, just so I could be at work by 7. Little did I know that this day in particular would hold a survey rating Extra Foods' employer-employee standard things- if you know what I mean. It was fairly basic; the spectrum from Strongly Agree to Strongly Disagree- for the most part, this was logically filled out. Oh yes, the entire survey (from my input) made it seem like E-Feuds was "the place to be", until the "enter your own answer in your own words" question, which shares the title of this entry. My response?

"A log-flume, a rollercoaster, and a roulette table. Also, Galon Weston propaganda, for there is no "I", only "We!", Comrade! DAS VEDANYA, COMRADE! spatula."

Yup. So if E-Feuds every gets a log-flume, you'll now know who to thank. Proper.

Other than that, life is boring. Life was cool until it decided to tear anything that resembled Life out from within me, chew it up, and spit it in my face. But oh well. It's time to start over. Or something.

My feet stink.

Irie, Jah.

Oh, and Happy Birthday Bob Marley.
February 01

*Untitled Poem from January 29, 2009*

Breaking down,
a tear forms in my eye,
as I remember the times we had-
to me it didn’t matter
if they were good or bad,
as long as I was with you.
I’ll always remember your smile
or running my fingers through your hair,
and that morning that I woke up,
and you were not there-
The time we took that road-trip
going absolutely no where,
but as long as you were by my side
I didn’t really care.
I’ll remember the times you cried
and how I comforted you through and through,
and how I’d drive through the night
just to be with you.
How you changed me into something better
than someone filled with hate;
you were someone who, my problems, I could relate.
But now you’re gone and I feel so empty inside
That happy person you helped create
has once again died.
I know I’ll never again hold you in my arms,
always being there with you, or
protecting you from all harm.
You see, you meant the world to me.
You gave me something to live for,
and now that you’ve left my side
I see no hope for anything more.
I’ll always love you.

*Untitled Poem from January 31, 2009*

Have you ever gone to sleep,
knowing that no one will care if you wake up?
Have you ever gotten so sick of yourself, hearing your own voice,
that you’ve given up speaking?
Even to the point small talk is a chore?
Trouble making eye-contact,
afraid of how the other perceives you?
Putting on a disguise
trying to fool those around you
into thinking that you’re not afraid,
but inside you know you’re over compensating?
Has every miniscule accomplishment
been a ploy so you can think you know who you are?
Inside the want of giving up surges-
just wanting to be accepted,
and not alone.
Is this really the “miracle of life”?
Continuously building yourself up,
only to have it all destroyed
like sand-castles in the tide?
The entire journey you’ve had nothing real,
no one to turn to or relate?
We create goals to give ourselves something,
something to strive for-
but what if our future appears empty to us?
What is left to accomplish then?
Closed eyes, open eyes,
it doesn’t matter-
all I see is nothing, past, future, present.
I have no one waiting for me,
longing for me-
it’s obvious when you have no one at your door.
I wish I could keep my head straight,
but until that day,
I’ll keep myself company,
all the while losing my sanity..

 
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